  This picture was taken while I was skydiving. I am 16 this year, I enjoy doing artsy stuff, I enjoy taking pictures too! I love my family and friends and my dog Elvis a lot. Peach Yoghurt Tapioca Jane Twitter Facebook I sit infront of this screen, Thinking of things to do and I dream- Of things that come true in my head, Hoping you could see them by fate.   Icons/banners are from: Stopthetime / Reviviscent respectively. Links inspiration are from: Alissa. xoxo And yours truly changed here and there :D |
Friday, March 21, 2008
 You see, if you don't like me or anything my attitude or whatever, can u just PLEASE don't talk about me behind my back to make things worst, but just; TELL ME STRAIGHT IN MY FACE, SO THAT I WOULD KNOW WHAT I DID WRONG and i can change. because if you just don't tell me and start talking behind my back, people may call u a backstabber . so, stop talking behind my back be straight forward. JUST TELL ME STRAIGHT and truthfully for the better. I dont understand. we too have feelings, we're not euphoric we do care about what's happening, we do have FEELINGS like you do. I know I AM SORRY. but i just hate the fact that u must go talk behind my back either then just being truthful and tell me! u complain about my attitude, well,what about urs? TALKING BEHIND SAYING HOW BAD MY ATTITUDE IS THAN JUST TELLING ME, well that too,is a bad deed ok? I mean,you won't like it right?when they talk bad about u saying ur attitude is rotten. i knowh right now u'r thinking "but then,just change lah!" no,but i'm also human you would be like,"i'm like that,why must they simply judge when they don't knowh ur true colours?" and i'm also sorry to those whom i've hated for no reason. i was stupid for doing that. i don't even know why i did that? i'm sorry from every bits and beat of my heart. i shall now look at the bright side of life, JOANNECHIAN,DELLY; i love u both. THANK YOU FOR MAKING ME FEEL BETTER, AND TELLING ME. Never give out your password or credit card number in an instant message conversation. ![b]HEROINE[/b][c=27]★[/c] says: hello ![b]HEROINE[/b][c=27]★[/c] says: HELO ![b]HEROINE[/b][c=27]★[/c] says: even talking to myself no reply add me if you wanna live ; heroine_zoe@hotmail.com says: got lahh add me if you wanna live ; heroine_zoe@hotmail.com says: u see add me if you wanna live ; heroine_zoe@hotmail.com says: u pun tak reply ![b]HEROINE[/b][c=27]★[/c] says: internet so slow weii ![b]HEROINE[/b][c=27]★[/c] says: even send to myself take so long add me if you wanna live ; heroine_zoe@hotmail.com says: walau.yea larr add me if you wanna live ; heroine_zoe@hotmail.com says: taking forever. add me if you wanna live ; heroine_zoe@hotmail.com says: hahaha okayyhh la.i gtg bye ![b]HEROINE[/b][c=27]★[/c] says: awwhh.haihh.okayyh, [: byebyebye I'M SO FRIGGIN BORED I CAN SCRIBBLE A HUGE STARR ON UR FACE TELLING U IT'S MINE.  I did that cz i was bored, My own photobooth, with my retarded alien frineds in it. :D Thursday, March 20, 2008
to,BUTTERFLY HEKKI JOURDANE. This is to my retarded butterfly friend,which told me to write a post about him/her. [: &I'm also bored that's why i'm doing this. he/she is a lesbian [: he/she thinks itself is cool,but.I'M WAY COOLER. He/she calls me a mangoose -.- and said mangooses have horns.HAHAHAHHA. he/she is seriously retarded that it thought i threw fireworks at him when the modem exploaded. LAUGH OUT LOUD. HAAAAAAHAAAAAAAAHAAAAAAAHAHAAHHAHAHHAK. and.. HEKKI! okok. yeaaa. although he/she is 4yrs older than me,he/she is shorter than me! HAHAHAHAHA. cz i wear "highheels"which are actually converse. lol. &&I only talk to he/she when i'm bored. hahaha. and ouh yea,Butterfly,i just saw one of ur friend flying about. u come to my house can see on the plants.near the window. lol. and he/she always come to my house. and polutes my toilet. that's why la.so smelly like you. HAHAHA. i donno whether he/she plays with my violin anot. cz i saw the violin bow's string everywhere my housee. hahahaha. &&i'll see whatever GOOD stuffs i can write about he/she. to ButterflyJourdane;i wroted good stuffs [: HEKKI! Wednesday, March 19, 2008
WEEE~i wanna complain. i complain later. lol. kekeke. Sunday, March 16, 2008
Mindy's b'dayy [[:Happy B'DAYYY!! &&fgc recording blah thingi. was.AWESOME.well,I enjoyed it. [[: I miss church ]: holy light.I miss the peeps there.I'm going there!! 101 yeapp. heee. I can't wait for the nxt churchh campp lol.lol.lol and and the charity thingi was kinda fun too. PAINTTTTT. Friday, March 14, 2008
 I honestly seriously don't knowhh how they can like you.you are SO fake. i can rip u apart and gouge ur starry eyes out. and intertwine ur veins till they bursts. You are sick. sicking for attention. YOU ARE HORRID. i can tear ur heart apart. grab it and shove it in your mouth. You left us behind,lost and wonderng. You act so "cool" infront of them. when it's all fake. Your beauty ain't original. THey'll get sick of u. and you'll knowh how it feels. being left alone. with ur mouth sealed. Come on.You sound so fake wherever you go. You die in the middle so that they can save u and pamper you. Stop it.it's horrid and disgusting. I can charge you with a fork poking ur neck till blood rushes out profusely. JUST STOP AND BE YOURSELF. They're gonna get so sick of you. and i knowh how it feels. Kindly dedicated to you,peach. " I'm in the business of misery Let's take it from the top She's got a body like an hourglass It's tickin' like a clock It's a matter of time before we all run out When I thought he was mine She caught him by the mouth I waited eight long months She finally set him free I told him I couldn't lie He was the only one for me Two weeks and we had caught on fire She's got it out for me But I wear the biggest smile Whoa I never meant to brag But I got him where I want him now Whoa it was never my intention to brag To steal him all away from you now But God does it feel so good 'Cause I got him where I want him now And if you could then you know you would 'Cause God it just feels so... It just feels so good Second chances they don't ever matter, people never change What's a whore you're nothing more, I'm sorry, that'll never change And about forgiveness, we're both supposed to have exchanged I'm sorry honey, but I'm passin' up, now look this way! Well, there's a million other girls who do it just like you Looking as innocent as possible to get to who They want and what they like it's easy if you do it right Well I refuse, I refuse, I refuse! [Chorus:] Whoa I never meant to brag But I got him where I want him now Whoa it was never my intention to brag To steal it all away from you now But God does it feel so good 'Cause I got him where I want him right now And if you could then you know you would 'Cause God it just feels so... It just feels so good [Bridge:] I watched his wildest dreams come true Not one of them involving you Just watch my wildest dreams come true Not one of them involving... Whoa I never meant to brag, but I got him where I want him now! [Chorus:] Whoa I never meant to brag But I got him where I want him now Whoa it was never my intention to brag To steal it all away from you now But God does it feel so good 'Cause I got him where I want him now And if you could then you know you would 'Cause God it just feels so... It just feels so good" Paramore;misery business. BYE SUCKER.  Thank you for the nice pretty post."i love my dear friend, Zoe Kan aka Belly, alottttt. (: && yay! she's coming tomorrow, we'll have fun. gotong royong blablablabla. & girl, i feel the exact same way. so don't worry, miracles do happen, you're great, don't have to worry. eventually, things will go your way. i'll be there for you, ♥" ; I love my awesome friend, JACELYN aka Delly,we just laugh like baboons in schoool. [:aspecially at my "aquamarine-dance" &&we feel the same way and we're hoping that it'll happen. and yes,miracles do happen [: You're fun to be with,you'll see him one day and it's gonna be FATE. I'll be by your side ♥  ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says:HAH Shout! ** Halili.Pulled.The.Trigger says: if i dun noe you Shout! ** Halili.Pulled.The.Trigger says: and you put ur pics in photobucket Shout! ** Halili.Pulled.The.Trigger says: the records Shout! ** Halili.Pulled.The.Trigger says: i would save it my com' ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: lol ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: ahahahaa ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: kewl ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: i knowh ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: my pics are wosame right? Shout! ** Halili.Pulled.The.Trigger says: yeah wasame not awesome' ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: WOOOMAPAM.this is goinggna be in maa blogg ya heard? ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: yo g mungry ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: ya there? ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: likin my spoon' while shzzlinng the sizzle pizzle Shout! ** Halili.Pulled.The.Trigger says: EWWH SPOON Shout! ** Halili.Pulled.The.Trigger says: yo zawg,i aint feelin da way ya tryin to talk rite now,aiteee,peaceee yaw. ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: CAT.SUGARR YAWWW. Shout! ** Halili.Pulled.The.Trigger says: HAHAHAH Shout! ** Halili.Pulled.The.Trigger says: i can imagine you speakin like tt to me Shout! ** Halili.Pulled.The.Trigger says: hahahaha ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: yawww.i cann to.cz this is how me cooliio talk ta' u in school.shabooyahh! Shout! ** Halili.Pulled.The.Trigger says: NARLY! ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: STANLY AND THE GREAT BIG BOOK OF EVERYHIRTG!! __________________________________________________________________ Another convy with Nazreen. ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: nazzyy! ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: lol ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: i can undertstand why cant anyone understand???=( says: huh??? why cant anyone understand???=( says: u can understand wat??? ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: ur nickname ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: i can understand ur nickname ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: ur nickname is saying that no one underrstands. ! HEROINE ★ Time you enjoyed wasting was not wasted. says: LOL   Everytime she laughs she [hopes] he is watching not so he will see she is happy, but so that maybe, just maybe he will fall for her smile just as hard as she fell for his  She won't call you. You have to call her. She won't come talk to you. You should go talk to her. She's not going to let you act stupid and act like she likes it. You should just be around her. When you're with a group of friends she isn't going to run into your arms no matter how much she wants to. You need to come up behind her and wrap your arms around her and let her friends get jealous. She loves you more than you can imagine no matter how much she doesn't show it. But you boy, you need to show her just how much you love her so she isn't afraid to show it back. i want to be the girl who leaves an everlasting impression on someone. i don't want to be the type that you'll forget in a week. i want to be hard to forget. i want to have the kind of impact on someone where they know they'll never find anyone else who can take my place. i want that. Frrom Delly's blog. HAHAHA.i somehow laughed at it. "oh ya, i'll be doing some charity work with Zoe tomorrow. if she can make it, HAHA. with her one & only smelly papaya friend, Gregory & his stupid brother johnathan. & their tiny weenie sister, Rebecca. & my brother invited Jourdane." & I had no idea why i laughed. I'm gonna wear jacelyn's fave colour tomorrowh/ KAKKAKA. Wednesday, March 12, 2008
 It's so weird likin' someone.It's like you won't knowh how that person feels when u confess. or or.What he thinks about you. Whether you are a freak or u are funny. I mean. It's so weird liking someone u knowhh. You only see one side of him. But you won't get to see another. U dont have a the guts to tell him. And you're afraid that you'll turn him down. Well,as far as i knowh,he doesn't go for looks [: WHICH is a good thing. But personality wise? I don't think I haveee it. Well,i dont knowh. I can get kinda angry u can poke me. or i can be pretty nice. i can be sad that you'll feel like slapping me telling me to wake up. But i hardly knowh him. and he hardly knowhs me. Well,i don't mind confessing because.. It's not like it's the end of the world. and i'm not gonna marry him right? MAYBE. hmmm. HELLOBELLO dear readers; confess before it's too late [: This sounds sooo unlike me. Butt yeahh [: I'm telling u what i feel. Superduper sick.buttt yeaa [:  Have you ever ever felt so sick of anyone that u felt like ripping "IT" apart?WELL. I have. &&When she acts all so NICE infront of them, cry infront of them, tell them that she is sad, have pain. &there isn't a reason for it! If you are seeking for attention and TLC(tender loving caree :]]] ) just tell that freako that likes u straight in his face goshdarnit. No life is it huh? You are so fake, you make me sick, i wanna rip you till the dead awakes, to tell how much you have put on weight. Those fakeness are like overloading in ur heart. that it's flowing everywhere. that it's getting heavier and heaveir. and soon,you'll die. into small tiny pieces. Stop being so smelly, or you'll be like a jelly, small and lonely, old and shaggy. Dont. JUST BE REAL LA. Stop relying. u knowh u can do it. stop being a sweetheart when you're not. so not. stop being sweet! be rude like u are. be rude-like ur attitude problem. gettalife. sooner or later,they'll get sick of it. they're gonna ditch you. && you'll be left alone. Just hold on on one person. Stop going from one to another. get a life. new emaill add!! heroine_zoe@hotmail.com add me only if u are COOOL. Tuesday, March 11, 2008
 Hello I am random. I am retarded. I am. WEIRDLY CACATED. [: & no,i didn't have a bad hair day. My hair was wet!WHAT WAS I SUPPOSED TO DO? Monday, March 10, 2008
I wanna boy whose attitude is like SpongeBob [:Sunday, March 09, 2008
friends.time for me to find for TRUE NEW ONES. i'd better of in a new school. this tears are shed. each drop means so much to me. how much i treasured the times we had. i thought it was real. it's now ONE BIG UGLY PIECE OF SHIT LIE. stop bringing me down. I've not done anything wrong to you guys. talk bad about me. i have other friends. and boy, i'm taking this seriously. Saturday, March 08, 2008
 so much for BESTFRIENDFOREVER. ]: what happened? I'll just havto find for a new one. if that's the way you want it. looks like you've found a new bestfriend. and i'm just left standing there. it hhurts. &I'mgonnafindforanewone. I'M OVR IT. |
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