  This picture was taken while I was skydiving. I am 16 this year, I enjoy doing artsy stuff, I enjoy taking pictures too! I love my family and friends and my dog Elvis a lot. Peach Yoghurt Tapioca Jane Twitter Facebook I sit infront of this screen, Thinking of things to do and I dream- Of things that come true in my head, Hoping you could see them by fate.   Icons/banners are from: Stopthetime / Reviviscent respectively. Links inspiration are from: Alissa. xoxo And yours truly changed here and there :D |
Tuesday, December 29, 2009
 (oh boy im inluvvvv_) #1 Are you single? : (from mcd advert) NO IM DOUBLE. #2 Would you rather have Carlsberg or coffee with a raw egg on top? : Your armpit then can fry my egg. #3 Where do you study? : At ze conventz. #4 Do you currently have a crush? : prince naveeeen. #5 Are you troubled? : No im a rubber. I just felt like saying that/ Haha. #6 Do you believe in fate? : Maybe! Like I am fated to be with prince naveeen. #7 At what age have you planned to get married? : yesterday. which was 145. #8 Do you watch porn? : OH YES EVERY SECOND EVERY MINUTE EVERY HOUR EVERYDAY~~ SICK. #9 What if you find out your lover is cheating on you? : Say "YOU PLAY CHEAT ONE. YOU SKIP A TURN". #10 What was the last movie you caught? : 2012. I feel proud to be asian. #11 With whom? (#10) : Father, mother, sister(just pretend that she was there) brother. fly. #12 Whom where you were with on your last hangout? : cs, terence esther. :D #13 What are you doing? : Dropping BR D: movie mcd br toilet. #14 Current mood? : i just heard my maid said aruba/aluba. i think she said adibah. but i have no idea. :o #15 Last person you chatted online with? : Chester. #16 Last boyfriend/girlfriend you had? : Aaron Johnson. Left me for a flipping 42 year old sag-tard D: #17 Last food you ate? : Mee siam and otak otak and putumayam. #18 Last drink you drank? : Orange juice. yum yum. AND AND AND..................................... n othing. #19 Would you ever think of joining a secret society? : OF CZ! it'll be cool to say "this is agent z reporting from the bellow cannal of afganistan office from the 8th floor. I see you wearing a bra mr president. tie them saggy boobs" from my secret micro phone watch! #20 What is beside you now? : Sketchbook. Pillows. Hair clip. Art box. #21 How many pairs of flipflops/slippers do you own? : I have no idea. #22 Pick one person from your links that you think is a muddleheaded/forgetful person. : Hunk. #23 Would you ever date that person for a day? (#22) : OF CZZZZZZZZZZZ. he'll forgot that I plucked all his chesthair and armpit hair. #24 What's your biggest secret? : I drank chemical x when I was obducted by professer utonium idk how to spell. #25 Favorite color? : idk.Monday, December 28, 2009
My cousins showed me this.Josiah and Jordan (my cousins) best video. EVER! tagged by sue anne!
 Me on ze left sue anne ketiak girl on ze right.1. Name : Zoe Kan Putumamak. 2. Birthday : 26th June (Like who can't remember? hehe chehh) 3. Who tagged you : Ketiak girl aka Sue Anne! 4. Name 5 of your best friend : Ladybird no.1, Unicorn no.2, zebra no.3, Aligaytore no.4, putumayam no.5. I number ma friends. 5. What do you want for your bday present : A ticket to UK! or a flying jet pack! WOOOO! 6. Happiest thing you have gone through recently : My 7. Recent pressure : CLEANING MY ROOM. WOW. it's IMPOSSIBLEEE. 8. Ambition : i wrote on the school application blah housewife. I also wanna be a bus driver, banana peeler. I am very ambitious. 9. Do you have a lover : Yes.. CHAD. 10. Will you look for your teachers during an alumni association : WHY NOT! Let's hope they rmbr me :) 11. Who makes you happy during an outing : Everyone. 12. If 2 of your friends are arguing : PEACE AND LOVE. 13. Where do you want to go with your lover : Toilet cuci jamban. oo romantic. 14. What do you want to do during christmas : Have fun! 15. Who do you want to celebrate christmas with : MA HOMEYS! 16. Do you have the excitement of waking up : yes. ill wake up and shake my booty. sometimes. 17. How many siblings do you have : five hundred. 18. Which song u like the most (female) : Zoe Kan. Cheh.. 19. Which song u like the most (male) : Zoe Kan the Guy Version. Cheh.. 20. What colour do you like : Currently, purple pink blue! But I like all colours. 21. Will you flush before use the toilet : if there's like shit stuck there or pee. then I will. I would like to pee or shit in peace. 22. Do you love me : Oh yes I do hunny bunny. mwhamwha. 23. Do you like male or female : Putumayams ONLY. 24. Shout out loud : BAEHTJGHJLSHGSDJLHJLSDSLKHSJLDF. 25. Dare to go for a pee at midnight : I will pee in your bellybutton. 26. Will you take off ur pants when you're peeing : HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHA. NOPE. I WILL LET MY PANTS ABSORB MY PEE. 27. Who are supposed to be whacked ? : Putumayam man! 28. What are you crazy of recently : Oh oh oh. OH. OH. OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. toes. 29. How is your sleeping look : I don't know cz I'll be too sleepy to nowww. 30. What time is it : 5.02. why why? wanna ask me out tonight? 31. Do you dislike the person who got you tagged : I HATE SUE ANNE CZ SHE MOVED TO KL. no la i luv her ALOT. mwhamwha. 32. Your weight : 90 kgs. 33. Weather : It's rainy now. 34. Are you pregnant : Yes. And it's a walrus. 35. Add a colour into rainbow : BLACK! that'll be kewl. 36. Do you think friendship is true-hearted : What is friendship without that? d-uh! 37. Do you know spring : I know you. 38. Who do you like in TVXQ : Putumayam man. 39. List out 5 of your flaws : 2. I fart. 3. I annoy. 4. I am messy. 5. I'm fat. 40. List out 2 sentences you like : Whenever I talk to you my tummy will have this weird feeling. I like you. 41. What do you like to eat : Putumayam. 42. You pray to God for : I don't know. Things? 43. Brands you prefer : I don't really care about brands! Sunday, December 27, 2009
 It's flipping 4.19 am and ive been sleeping at this time alot of times and i NEED to sleep early but I cannot cz I have bat hormones in me i dont know what I have in mee but I need to learn how to sleep early PRONTO (before posting this i felt like reading what i wrote and pronto looked like porno haha). I've not been sleeping before 12 or 3 this holiday yet and I think I'm going to be an old saggy nene grandma D: I cannot sleep! Even if I'm sleepy my mind will just keep going on and on and ill start dreaming of me dating charlie/aaron/hotguy. and another bummer, holidays are ending YUCK YUCK YUCK. I havent even got a slim pheeephwiut body and no pimple face cz ive been sleeping late dreaming of handsome boys who appears to be slimy ahpeks with curly chesthairs. Goodbye everyone I shall now get back to reality. D: i hate reality. bring me back to fantasy.. Ahh, mr. macho just rescued me <3  MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE! :) Happy belated birthday Diy! Happy belated birthday Edwin and Vivyan! Happy birthday someone out there! I have byk pictures to upload on blogger but I think I'll do it tmrw cz I'm lazy now :B Wipeout is ze best show ever! Haha. So my plan today? I got back from KL, went for a movie with Esther and Terence. Then I said " I wanna sit at the side. Next to a hot hunk" I SET NEXT TO THIS SHORT AND PENDEK AND HAHA FELLA. Nvm! Then we went BR, i dropped esther's icecream D: woopsie! ///////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// Broccoli Boi. I saw you from my sit. I saw you with a tilt. You made my heart beat 2, 4, six. Everytime I see you it skips a beat. Everytime I see you I bite my lips. I fell inlove. I fell inlove. Where are you? Broccoli boy. Wednesday, December 23, 2009
oh and i went in the mrt and the mrt stop with rudolph's tasks. and bugis too!and all the cute uncles point and laugh. haha.  "When you try your best but you don't succeed When you get what you want but not what you need When you feel so tired but you can't sleep Stuck in reverse. And the tears come streaming down your face When you lose something you can't replace When you love someone but it goes to waste Could it be worse?" Hmm I've been wondering. Do people appreciate when I help? Do people talk to me only when they need something? Am I a toy to everyone? I hate when sad questions pour all over me. In and out. Am I something disposable, something you use just for awhile and when you're done, I'm just chucked a side. No one likes being used. I don't like being used. And sometimes I try to be a good person. But do people appreciate it? Sometimes, I don't think so. I have feelings too. You can't just not talk to me when you hate someone. And you can't just vend your anger on me or whatever. I am damn right trying to help you. And when I love someone. I wanna be loved back. Who doesn't? How would you know whether that person really loves you, or blind-loving you because he/she loves the other person? Today! I woke up at 9, rushed to esther's at 9 something. Went shopping here and there. Bought a shirt. Esther bought this.  I bought this!  Cheap cheap. Hehehe. Altho I like the star one but nvm :D And now i regret buying the green robo but nvm! WENT to my first gig! hahahahahaha went back at 11. Had fun with esther :) I LUVVV U! Tuesday, December 22, 2009
 Hello everyone!I'm sooo fat. Hahaha. WELL, rest in peace Britanny something! I know her from Uptown girls, and and Ramien girl D: can't believe she passed away just like that! How short and unexpected life can be. Well, I have soo much to blog about but I lost all of the camera cabels. I just ate nangka my hands so sticky like got papanyanya armpit sweat. /////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////////// I wanna try to pleat my hair. I only can pleat form the side. My fingers has got BADDD coordination. I THINK I'M A VERY BORING PERSON. AND I AM GONNA FLOAT AWAY WITH MY POTATO SHELL. A belated postpostpost.
Sunday, December 20, 2009
 Hello everyone! I just got back from genting and it is FILLED WITH AHLIANS AND AHBENG LIKE LITTERALLY (or however you spell it) MEETING GROUND FOR AHBENG AND LIANS. Foong don't scold me k, heheheeh i still luv u! So, whose that cool peanut up there? IT'S MA HOMEY ANITA! HAPPY hehehe, her birthday was on the 17, but I couldn't rrly get to wish her due to the time difference. 6 hours difference i think, she's from norway! Oolala, and she's cool. YKNOW WHY? cz she is. Hahah okok lame lame. She is suppsoed to get for me a hot hot norwegian hunk. hehehe. So, we've skyped before. But only once, cz I hardly get on skype now adays. Lazy to sign in. And I still rmbr she has only 2 nail polishes! HAHA, pink and be-luee. And oh i rmbr her door has her name on it, and oh my goodness i sound like a stalker. Well, anita's rrly nice and light hearted she seems happy most of the time although she stresses about MATH! and my math sucks too, so we both are the same. Hehehe. She's a really great person and I'm not gonna let anyone steal her away from me. Anita! You're an awesome peanut. And I feel like calling you a peanut cz I feel like it. Hehehe, Happy birthday! I'm not gonna say belated. Hehehe, cz i wouldve posted this if i had time!! Stay awesome pretty and and and buy more nail polishes! Hehehe, Okiedokie I gtg now, my lips are soo red idk why, BYEBYE! Labels: M Wednesday, December 16, 2009
 Love, remember when we would try counting the raindrops, But we knew it was impossible like us being apart, Love, remember how when I was down and you shine your light in me, And I know that I'll shine when you're with me. Love, remember we would always wish that when we grow up we'll make history, But then we think about us in the future. Love, remember you'd make me laugh when I was feeling down, You'll lift me up to greet the sun. Love, where are you. by me, I need something else to do. I know I'm fat. I know I'm not super pretty. I know I'm rough. I know I'm a glutton. I know I'm loud. I know I'm annoying. I know who I am. I know my flaws. You don't have to rub it in. And I know this is me. I can change if I feel like it and if I have to. Just give me time. I'm sick of hearing about my flaws 24/7. sick. Tuesday, December 15, 2009
woww. bulu all stand up! BROCOMINO! this one ah. my heart jump out. SO CUTE MAN. Monday, December 14, 2009
oolala. Go Aaron J my luv. And marvel. And zoe. I CANNOT WAIT FOR 2010!!!!!! IF IT COMES OUT AT AUSFIRST IMMA WATCH AT AUS. I DONT CARE, aaron j so cute with huge sunnies and afro head. oolalalalal,aasldnsjkjkdasjkdasjkdbjh MAK!!!!  I have so much to blog about! At the time being.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ONE AND ONLY SISTER! NOELLE KAN! hmm, what shall i say about her? She's cute and tiny :P she reminds me of a rounded dinosaur and spongebob. She's vnv v v v v v v good in drawing and fashion. And she's funny. and weird (i think weird runs in our family, DO YOU?) ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD i luv her :D :D :D though we rarely see each other. I still luv her to bits!!! cz she's awesome. hehehe. she's a green cookie :B TO SISTER KAN, i love you tonnnnes! I hope ull have a good 22 yr old bday!! and ur 22 WOWW!!!! THAT IS SO FAST. still cannot imagine. heheh. GO ENJOY YOURSELF FOR YTOUR BDAY AITE? heheeh :D love you loads sis xx!! Friday, December 11, 2009
 cz sometimes i feel upset. cz sometimes i feel annoyed. cz sometimes i feel angry. cz sometimes i feel useless. cz sometimes i feel unwanted. cz sometimes i feel used. cz sometimes i feel stupid. cz sometimes i feel ugly. cz sometimes i feel fat. cz sometimes i feel hated. And then, I'll talk to God. I know he'll make me feel better -- that, everything happens for a reason to teach me how to overcome even worst challenges in the future. To look back and learn the mistakes I've done. To see who is to trust. To see who is true. To learn more about life. To learn that I have friends who loves me for who I am. To learn that family is with me wherever, whenever forever. To show me how to differenciate wrong to right.To show me how to be a better person. To tell me to not give up and get on with life. Jesus suffered more than me. He died for our sins and It is not fair that I act this way, not at all. I do not think that He will be happy seeing his child acting like this. Then I learn. This is all part of life, without all of these, What is life? And then, I thank God :) Thursday, December 10, 2009
Do you remember the nightsWe'd stay up just laughing Smiling for hours At anything Remember the nights We drove around crazy in love When the lights go out We'll be safe and sound We'll take control of the world Like it's all we have to hold on to And we'll be a dream Do you remember the nights We made our way dreaming Hoping of being Someone big We were so young then We were too crazy In love When the lights go out We'll be safe and sound We'll take control of the world Like it's all we have to hold on to And we'll be a dream When the lights go out We'll be safe and sound We'll take control of the world Like it's all we have to hold on to And we'll be When the lights go out We'll be safe and sound We'll take control of the world Like it's all we have to hold on to And we'll be a dream Oh luv, where have you been? (luv) Wednesday, December 09, 2009
 It's okay if you're down, get up.It's okay if you're sad, laugh or smile it over. It's okay if you're hurt, it'll go away when you think it over. It's okay if you're in pain, it'll go away once you feel loved. It's okay if you're crying, your tears will dry up. It's okay if you scream, let the world hear you and let them think. It's okay if you're afraid, overcome it with love. good bye! Monday, December 07, 2009
 Hello there. I miss you. It's been a long time. I don't know if you're dust or human. I don't know if you're a snail or a bee. I don't know if you're a rabbit or a worm. It's weird how you can just vanish like that without a word being said. It's weird how you can make me feel by just a simple hello. It's weird how we could be so close, in just a week or so. It's weird how we could fall in a month or so. It's weird how it was just end of last year and felt like this year. It's weird how I won't stop thinking about it and you every single day. It's weird how you can just forget about it. It's weird how you can hurt me like that and I still give in. It's weird how you make me feel. It's weird how the moon is bright where I am and where you are. It's weird how maybe we were looking at the same stars. It's weird how you were almost the first. It's weird how it ended without a goodbye. Picture taken at Midvalley. Saturday, December 05, 2009
watch this :) and this cheers! Thursday, December 03, 2009
 Hey everyone, remember this pciture? I was watching his videos again. and i fell inlove again. alamak.  "IVE GOT SOUL, BUT IM NOT A SOLDIER." hmm, now i know where Soulja boy got his name from!  Hello im bored. I forgot to bring my specs to school. I am the number smartest girl in the whole entire world. thank you thank you. I miss you - (nyehehe) KL
 Hello! I am at KL :D I think tonight when i'm really free I'll blog about the holidays, (no pictures. DANG!) But at the mean type, check out my sister cool blogs! BLOGS! she has three heheheh. http://noelleisonholidayblogaton.blogspot.com/ http://tinyinkosaurus.blogspot.com/ http://ieatthemclothes.blogspot.com/ I'm "promoting" it cz i think its cool. so you guys shld check it out! I have a new pimple. YES, ANOTHER ONE. I named that picture Halili cz halili gave me that when we were in primary 5 :D Like a friendship thingy, hehee. Goodbye! yes.
Wednesday, December 02, 2009
 EVERYTHING seems to matter. What you say, What you do, What you wear, Who you hang out with, How you dress, How you talk, How you look, HOW YOU ARE FREAKING TRYING TO BE YOURSELF.World, open up a bit more.You can hear vague whispers about you, behind your tiny ears. People complaining about you. About what you are. About what makes you- you. People, saying they hate you for being you.People telling OTHER PEOPLE, on, WHO YOU SHOULD BE. Well these people are, a huge lie.Sorry, I'm not good in writing how I feel. If I could express it, I'd use a pen and scribble all over the paper. The scribbles will be the knot that is holding everyone in this packed mindset and write down "Undo the knot." at the side. Yes, open up, release. Photo credits : zoekanwhoissoannoyedwithpeoplearoundhernowhaha. I'll get over it.  Sue anne, i still have this picture. :D thanks for drawing chad the stalker who said i have gone throught puberty and that im hot. chad john simmons, u are one hot pappi!  I like this picture. I have alot to blog about. I am not human. I am a bat. I am a loner D: no la. haha bye! |
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