  This picture was taken while I was skydiving. I am 16 this year, I enjoy doing artsy stuff, I enjoy taking pictures too! I love my family and friends and my dog Elvis a lot. Peach Yoghurt Tapioca Jane Twitter Facebook I sit infront of this screen, Thinking of things to do and I dream- Of things that come true in my head, Hoping you could see them by fate.   Icons/banners are from: Stopthetime / Reviviscent respectively. Links inspiration are from: Alissa. xoxo And yours truly changed here and there :D |
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Sunday, February 26, 2012
 I hate nights like these when thoughts abuse my spirit. When the past comes running back to me reaching out to me, reminding me what was and making me compare time then and now. I blind myself with sadness without realizing how blessed I am right now, how blessed I am with the people around me by comparing. Making me think of past relationships with close friends and how some of them are gone. Well, they are not technically gone, but that special ingredient we had and shared are gone. Sometimes I feel as though our souls are separated and quarantined into that solemn part in our hearts, not willing to unlock it, not having the energy to bother. And my heart hugs my feelings. And I'll start missing what was deeply. But then again, I'll feel better telling myself that "Don't be sad that it's over, be happy that it happened." and I probably assume things too much sometimes which is not good. Because things do happen. As cliche as it might sound and as cliche as the word cliche is, it is the truth. Things just do happen and it's all up to God. We might hate it but we just have to take time to understand situations as the journey continues. I feel better now! :) (Sometimes it's good to write your feelings down because you tend to feel better after that like how I am feeling now what a noob child) And I also tell myself that I am blessed with everything! Goodnight! Btw, I'm contemplating whether or not to go to school tomorrow. So little time so much to do and here I am talking about my feelings. Noob ass chey cool ass. |
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